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I hate that this is what it comes down too, but I'm not about to go advertising this to the entire world judging by my track record. But, I found a 'boy.' I'm trying not to be too excited about it, knowing that things like this often turn into disasters, especially given the circumstances, but it's hard. I really like him. He really likes me, too. At least that's what he says. He called me first, so that means something right? It's actually really cute. It all just worked out to be really cute. He saw me, we met, we met again, one thing led to another and then there's now....

The problem is, that somewhere within the second we met again, one thing led to another and then there's now, he broke up with his girlfriend and I'm not sure what to make out of that. I mean, did I break them up? And, if I did, does that mean that us being 2 hours apart is going to bring them back together? These are things I don't have control over, really, which is what makes this all so scary.

I want to call him today. I think I will. The calling is hard. Language complicates things beyond belief. But it's okay. He's patient, and so am I.

Okay, that's all. It feels good to get that out.