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I'm always amazed at my inability to keep things inside. I don't really talk when I'm unhappy and I hate for people to think that I ever am, so I just try and be positive. Well, I guess I didn't hide it all very well in my last email because I got about 5 responses trying to cheer me up. The thing is, I'm doing okay. I have my moments, but I'm hanging in there. It's be a slow and rough week--for work and non work related reasons--but it's just another challenge to face, and I'm okay with that.

It's great to read J's blog, but it also makes things, because I don't really feel like I'm doing all that much that is meaningful for anyone. PC stresses that we should never compare ourselves to other PCVs because everyone has their own experiences and everyone's situations are different, but I still can't help but think about it. I guess I'm just at the point where I'm questioning a lot of things.

On a positive note, I met with a group of women yesterday and I think we're going to start something interesting, so we'll see.

I'm really tired and my eyes feel hot and my back aches. I don't think I'm getting sick, but sickness is slowly moving through everyone in my house. I hope I'm not next. I try to keep my window open as much as possible, but it's either be sick or be eaten alive, and I haven't decided which is worse. I hope I'm staying healthy because I'm not looking forward to being sick in a tiny house with one bathroom and 7 people. Sigh! Think healthy thoughts. Think healthy thoughts!