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It's been a long time since I've written. I always think about writing, but writing just is no longer as accessible as it used to be and I lose my thoughts too quickly to ever really get them down. I have, though, been thinking a lot about judgements and just making decisions before you ever really have a chance to be tested and how it´s just not always so simple as it seems. There are plenty of things that I've always said I'd never do and slowly but surely many of them are being crossed off the list without much thought. It just gets me thinking that maybe it's not so good to say what you would or would not EVER do because no one really ever knows. Situations all turn out to be different and how can we really know how we may or may not feel down the road. I sort of thought that I was over saying that I would never do things as of a few years ago thanks to several happenings, but I guess I wasn't over it, because now it's just happened again. On that same note, now I'm finding it hard to decide if I should think "no regrets" no matter what. No matter who I might hurt--be it myself or someone else. It's also becoming easier to give in and I'm not sure if that's a good thing or bad. Perhaps that's the point. It's never inherently "good" or "bad" it's what the people decide that makes it what it is. Philosophically, I'm not sure that it matters. We live in a society, so to some extent there have to be defined good and bad. Perhaps it just might be important to really analyze what I've already decided to judge.